I am so very lost.

Okay I never thought I would turn into one of those people, but I have. I can not be without some type of mobile device. I have been without my 1980s version Blackberry since 1pm and I am freaking out. I had to leave work without it and to say the road home was bad is really an understatement. Really, I was gripping the wheel just thinking about not having a phone. I mean what if something had happened? I guess I would have to walk some where if my car broke down- oh the horror of that. And what about calling my mom, sister, best friend and husband on the way home - how can I live without my daily chats. I had to come home and blog just to feel connected to the mobile world. It's all very, very sad. In fact, I am so depressed about not having a phone/email device that I asked our IT rep to call me at home and I will meet him this weekend to get it. I mean how can I go 24 hours without connection to the world?! He seemed awfully put off by my request but what is a girl supposed to do? I have considered going to get a prepaid phone for the weekend just to get by. Its horrible- I know.